Tuesday, April 28, 2015

Today and Tomorrow

Picture taken from here

It's funny how life can turn upside down and keeps going on and on without us knowing.

Yesterday was the happiest moment in your life, but tomorrow might be the worst, you might face all sorts of problems that could break you down, tear your heart into pieces, makes you cry and hurts you.

Therefore, cherish every single thing you do and all the things that happen. If today is the happiest moment in your life, be happy, but remember that your today's happiness does not last forever as tomorrow is something that you don't know. I'm not asking you to be afraid of tomorrow, I'm telling you to cherish and appreciate for what you have now. Tomorrow is something different that you need to handle, just focus on "NOW" and be prepared for "TOMORROW".


Living with no regrets is something that not everyone can do. I'm really sure most of us do regret things that we can't do or we can't have. Me as well. I regret every single thing that I do, always saying, "I wish I could..." "If I do this, maybe I can...". Trust me it's hurting me. I can't even move on with what I did, how can I move on with something else that might and have happened?

I'm looking forward to my new transition. The transition from being engulfed by negativity towards living with positive mindset and attitude. People who read my posts might say that "why the hell does she keeps talking about this kind of thing?", well this is how I remind myself of what my personal life goal in general.

Keep on fighting!

For each one are successive [angels] before and behind him who protect him by the decree of Allah. Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves. And when Allah intends for a people misfortune, there is no repelling it. And there is not for them besides Him any protector 
Surat Ar-Ra'd (13: 11)




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Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Bila Seorang


Taken from Miriadna

Jalan yang aku ambil ini adalah jalan yang paling sunyi yang pernah aku lalui.
Aku sendiri dan dalam keadaan masih tertanya-tanya...
Apakah ini yang paling benar jalannya?
Apakah jalan ini yang aku inginkan setulus hatiku?
Apakah aku mampu?

Mengambil langkah optimis.
Aku fikir ini jalan untuk ke fasa baru hidup aku.
Bukan aku seorang.
Semua orang pasti melaluinya.
Mungkin dalam situasi aku, aku cuba untuk mengikhlaskan hati menerima peluang sambung belajar. Manakala, orang lain pula bersendiri dalam waktu menginjak ke alam pekerjaan.
Jadi kita sama-sama pernah sendiri. Cuma lorong kita berlainan.

Cuba mencedok fikiran paling optimis.
Aku mungkin terasa sendiri, tapi itulah yang bakal menjadikan aku manusia utuh di atas bumi ini. Aku harus sama-sama berdiri dengan mereka yang sudah berjaya melalui jalan sepi (baca: fasa baru). Aku harus berdiri sama tinggi dengan mereka meskipun tempoh bangkit itu, memaksa aku untuk merangkak malah mengengsot sekalipun. Aku harus segera tinggalkan kepompong lamaku. Aku harus bingkas, supaya tidak tenggelam di dalam pesimisku. Aku harus jadikan warkah "Bila Seorang" ini satu kekuatan, satu bara yang membakar intipatiku, biar semangat itu terus menyala, biar jalan sepi ini tidak gelap. Biarkan jalan ini sepi tapi berisi malah terlukis dengan jejak indahku.

Wahai sang empunya jasad bernama Aimi Amirah Abd Ajis,

Kamu ditakdir melalui jalan sepi ini supaya kamu bisa berdua dengan tuhanmu. Kerana di saat ini, kebergantungan kamu pada Allah adalah yang paling diuji. Tetaplah bergantung, dan Allah akan menghadirkan kamu insan-insan yang bakal menemani sepimu nanti.





Amilia_Ami





Monday, April 13, 2015

Memory Erasure: Behind The Scene


My name is Aomi (not a typo), I am a memory eraser.
My job is to erase Mira's memories. I'm currently on the move to erase most of Mira's past. She can't really recall any of her past especially the bad one, but she can completely remember what people had said to her, the feeling of being hurt, the fear and the joys. In a conclusion, I only keep an abstract of her essence, not the exact picture.  Just to remind her that her life has it's up and down but she don't have to remember everything.

Besides, I also erase all the memories that doesn't really have a big impact to her life. Like going to the toilet to accompany her friend in the middle of the night (she just knew it last night when her friend told her, but she don't even remember it). Or like going to somewhere with her friends. Don't ask her too much, because she knew that she was going out with you, but believe me, she don't really remember what she did. 

Latest job is,
erasing the feeling that she had for someone, that is less than a year. She won't remember how hate she is to her first love. She won't remember how she loves him. She won't remember the feeling of being loved or in love except for her families.
There are so many things to erase. But I'd rather keep some of it.. Just enough to make her live. 

My name is Aomi (not a typo), I'm the reason of her headache. I'm sorry, but it was the price she has to pay. Unwillingly. 




(Aomi, 2015)
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